I know I have been a bit absent from Tumblr as of late. Wedding planning, working OT, and trying to find time to sleep has been consuming everything. We still have a few details to work out, but six weeks from today, I will be married.
Definitely in freak out mode.
I am not freaking out about marrying a wonderful, loving, and caring man who happens to be my best friend. It’s all of the little details that go into making our special day special for us. I have so many people stepping in to help. I just have to get a handle on things and figure out what I have left to do.
I had a really bad melt down two weekends ago. Oddly enough, it let me see that I am in a good place with someone who loves me unconditionally. There were Lots of tears and sadness for no reason… I cried majority of the weekend, but I didn’t know what was making me so sad. Scott just held me and let me cry. Then we would lay together and talk. He stepped up when I really needed him, in so many ways. I can’t thank him enough for being my rock and I am extremely excited to be his wife in six short weeks :)